weeknotes #66

Last updated 6 minutes ago hey, welcome to the sixty sixth weeknote! i am in a funk! mild depression/generally down vibes. as a result i have not done much this week, besides the necessary and unavoidable. i have had a lot of thoughts i will try and make legible. the main "bad" thought, to give value judgments my therapist would argue with, is that what is the point of anything i am doing? what's the point when it inevitably ends in death, and likely contains suffering for me and those around me and the wider world? i guess on some level i think this is surmountable as i am a lot less acutely sad than i have been when i have weird existential thoughts, but i am struggling to argue my way out of this one. maybe i just need to stretch more and eat more chocolate, talk to my friends... tend to myself. also, it's weird how much career (and also life!) stuff comes down to luck. i wouldn't be in software/websites at all given several very likely chance-based events, and from talking to…