wtf am i doing? aka i'm learning electronics again

so, like all my fellow adhders, i have many hobbies; we're talking: crochet weaving yarn spinning loom knitting sewing kumihimo reading wax melt making blogging (hehe) drawing and, hear me out, i'm not saying i'm active and on top of all of these. daily: i read a few times a week: i crochet i blog (here or on folkflora) and that's about it? the others are... there. sometimes i get back to them. like sewing, for example, i got so excited i bought a machine, took classes and made a pair of trousers. didn't touch it for a couple of years, but a few months ago i wanted to turn a scarf into a top, so i took the cobwebs out and just did it, y'know? kumihimo, as well, i was off of it for a while, but then ran a kumihimo workshop at a festival i attended back in may. some of these hobbies, though, i come back to them after (clears throat), 8 years. whoopsie! and yes, i am talking about electronics and robotics. truth be told, when i was a kid i wanted to be a robotics engineer - the fact that…