a prayer to the next one

oh my dire reckoning reflection i can feel more than see can you reach me? i can not be here for me i am now always receding static light whitenoise it encases my being to be anything anything at all under this scathing sun we all share tell me, is it painful there too? can you tell lie from truth? does deception carry you? is love true? can you know proudly anything that is done is one that you would do too or done rightly not with cruelty but for the sake of the feeling that everything is good and fine and happy no pain no hurting nobody getting left behind no more loneliness no more hollowing being present now not later present moment always beckoning with a smile and a glow to hold you without and within with fullness and nowness no more fearing the next day the next moment holds no pain i no longer push the ones i love away we are smiling now so much to be happy for these days i shall soon forget and it will be over a bad dream will i remember it as an adventure or as the…