Everything Fell Where They May

Understand something.Everyone has their own science.Everyone . . . Everyone has their own way of seeing and understanding and processing information. We all learn in a way that makes sense to us and to some people, the easy things are difficult for others.Everyone has their own pathology to which I say yes, I have mine too.I have my own science.I have my own chemistry which is flawed and perfect or perfectly flawed and yes, I have details and characteristics that make up my own unique and personal description. I am who I am.I used to hate this. No, I used to hate this more than anything.me. My reflection in the mirror.The sound of my voice.The look on my face in pictures and photographs.I always saw the invisible things no one else saw or knew about. yet, to me, I was both obvious and transparent.In all fairness to me and myself, I do not believe that anyone else in this world rejected me as much as I have rejected myself. Hence, the growth factor and the pain factor and again,…