One Year Later

Jernee Timid Loadholt Jernee Timid Loadholt: The Little Monster. The Love of My Life. My Favorite. April 06, 2008 – September 12, 2025 One year later… I never envisioned I’d have another death date etched onto my brain, but when it was time for me to make the best decision for my Little Monster, I swallowed everything within me that said, “Hang on” and I let go. She lived a spoiled, loved, thought-about-first life, and she had the best send-off for her death. Jernee Timid Loadholt: my heart, my love, my life. I’m surprising myself every single day. Life without her is killing me but it’s not killing me. Ever-inviting and the neighborhood’s favorite dog everywhere we lived, 17 years with her wasn’t enough. But it had to be. It just had to be. A forever hole in my heart wakes me up daily, she wouldn’t want me giving up. So, I won’t.