building time

you're trying to build a habit of writing every day - trying to combat the adhd - trying to find yourself in the void. for now, you're writing freely - few edits, few themes - few thoughts. yet, on just day 2, you see that time is the ultimate force in your life. you've never thought much about time, just a few periods in your life. and those periods, like now, were ones of crises - a struggle against losing your identity. a struggle to exist, both physically and existentially. perhaps writing every day will help you to build time - to discard what is unimportant, not worthy of your attention. for now, just keep at it - try to love yourself.