lack of freedom & fulfilment

Speed up, slow down, work more, work less, do more with less or do more, more, more. We're made to feel guilty for slowing down and not good enough if we don't work enough to feel burnt out. I have a good job, but it does nothing for me. There's no challenge, no fulfilment and no further avenues of progression. I'm miserable. I've always been a problem-solver and a leader. They came naturally to me and it's something I've always leaned into, the mentality of 'get shit done' kept me going. Unfortunately, this has led me to the edge of a cliff with no place left to go. I don't want to work to fulfil a pay check or for the happiness of a boss. I don't want to work to make more, more, more or compete against other's in the hope of getting a quick shout out at the next group meeting. I want to be free to create whatever the fuck I want. I want autonomy and to not have to think about asking permission to do something. Most importantly, I want enough. I want to be able to leave without fear…