Recently, I have been struggling to follow any kind of routine at all. Sigh! It pains even to write that sentence. Ho...

Recently, I have been struggling to follow any kind of routine at all. Sigh! It pains even to write that sentence. How often have I written that? And I keep writing that again and again. Why is it so difficult for me to stick to a healthy routine? What I do in my free time is a reflection of how free I am in my mind. Crowded the mind, the less I do in my life. I need some respite, and I have convinced my mind that my routine is not my respite. It is binging some movies or shows. Or mindless scrolls. Worse, for the first time in my life, I am falling prey to Instagram doom scrolling. I have never struggled with that. Recently I have. The reason I even have it on my phone is that I wanted to create something. But there is no way you can create and stay away from the mindless feed. Pathetic. Yesterday, I created a quick post without much thought and posted. It felt good. I am going to do more of that. Not judge what I create for a while. Because the larger the threshold for the quality…