Everything Fell Where The May

I have been told that everything happens for a reason.I have been told, “you’re in the right place, kid!”I’ve been told, “Don’t quit before the miracle happens.”And I have argued all the above. I find myself looking for something that isn’t there.Has this ever happened to you?You know there’s something missing.You know what it is and yet, you can’t give it a name or put your finger on it or say what it is.You just know . . .Something is missing.Something’s just not there. I used to do these early morning hikes.I loved these.My weight and self-esteem was unhealthy to say the least.I was heavy. I was sad and worn down.I had no lust for anything and I had no drive for anything.I took the trade and settled for a life that was good and yet, something was missing.I accepted the world “as is,” because at best, I assumed that this was the best that anything would ever be for someone like me. I had to make a change –I climbed one of the mountains that was near my house, which of course; I know…