There are no separate Souls

There is one soul, and that makes things easier when my head is difficult because God doesn't need me to understand everything correctly before He understands me. There are things i can separate easily and things i can't, memories that don't always feel equally close, opinions that can contradict each other and days where something feels completely obvious to me until it suddenly doesn't. i used to spend much more time trying to sort all of that out, but there isn't always much point. God already knows what belongs where, including the things i don't understand properly myself, and none of it changes the fact that there is one life being lived and one soul that belongs to Him. Faith helps because so much of it exists outside whatever is happening in my head. Mass is still Mass regardless of whether i feel particularly connected to it that morning, the prayers don't change, confession doesn't change, and something doesn't stop being sinful because i can find a part of myself that…