Journalling my way to what I need to write today

(this is a stream of consciousness post about how you can use your journal to find what you need to write) I feel lost, a bit, sad in my body. I don’t know why, really, I just feel it. I need to write a blog post. There’s a video playing in the background of a woman doing everything to avoid packing. She has a pleasant voice, I use her by way of a cafe background noise. And now there’s music, so let me switch. Switched to cafe noises. I remember I used to use a website for coffee shop noises, I don’t remember what it was. I need to write a blog post but I don’t know what I need to write about. I need to change the title to ‘absolute garbage’. I won’t. The title is good. Shut up. I need to find words. It’s so funny, I really want to write something because I do the #blaugust challenge. That’s the only reason. I wouldn’t care otherwise. That was a lie. I would. This challenge has given me the joy back of writing daily posts. In the beginning, I cheated. I posted old blog posts, edited…