Deleted my fedi account

Aaaand it's gone. I deleted my fedi account because I got tired of how aggressive it all was, and I had so many followers I felt like every move I did, everything I said, was scrutinized by some people. Few of these said people tried to influence my way of thinking, trying to make me agree with them about everything. And if I didn't, that would cause me to be outcasted as the evil one. It was very hard to be myself under the constant scrutiny of 1400 followers. "Ignore the haters" yeah sure but that's not how shit works. I left twitter long ago (before the rich cunt bought the site), because it had turned already back then into godawful site where "dunking" and being just mean to each other was rewarded. I joined fedi back then, and it was nice, rather safe space for autistic queers like myself. (I say autistic here with love, as I'm part of that.) Now fedi is very similar to twitter, and the more followers I had the more I felt like I was under constant surveillance. I had my…