Everything Fell Where They May

I admit it.Yes. My mind is always going. I am always rethinking, always calculating, always trying to decipher between safe and alert and tired and danger at the same time.Ah, the benefits of overthinking.This is exhausting, to say the least.I am talking about my own overexcitability that keeps me going at a speed that y body cannot contend with. No one is meant to run at full throttle all the time. And no one can keep up with a pace like this. And even when I want to pause or stop or rest or do something, like, sleep through the night without waking up, the mind is always going off on tangents and worrying about the incoming missiles which are invisible and coming from from enemies that do not exist.There is something to be said about catastrophic thinking and how these leads us astray. I have always wondered why doubt is so strong. Why do we overthink or better yet, why do we complicate simple things?Is this anxiety?Is this a fear of the unknown?Or perhaps I could wager that due to…