making stuff

This morning, I looked for a sketchbook with blank pages to doodle some stuff. I had to look through my old sketchbook stash for that. Even if I want to keep this blog apart from my art making persona, here's a glimpse in my sketchbooks, as it seems the Bear community tends to like chaotic note taking. Some thoughts I had this morning: Creating is back in my life, as for the anxiety of it Why the fuck do I need to create stuff? And why am I never ever satisfied? I know a lot of techniques but I make very little of it I found the first sketch for my wedding set design. I'm disappointed at how few of these ideas actually came to life, but it is what it is, I built what I could with the time I had. I think I would I needed ten more people to make what I wanted to, not just disabled me and my husband, who already was cooking for 70 and working full time. I have 4.9k pins on my Pinterest account. Looney Tunes, Robert Rauschenberg, science diagrams, Todd Hido, Hilma af Klimt, pictures of…