The public service in France is broken

I've been trying to get back to school for more than a year now. Actually, before I even left my former school, I was researching apprenticeship or scholarship opportunities. How many attempts did I even make to this point? Ok, let's add a bit of context first: I went back to school as an adult learner for an apprenticeship on how to be a lab tech. The program was supposed to be 2 years long. Then shit happened, six month in I tried to shift to another school or at leat another lab, but nothing came back of it. As my second year began, I quit. It was 11 month ago. Since then, I tried a few different jobs but everything failed (mostly due to my disability). Then I had to fight for 4 month to get unemployment. I also applied for disability benefits back in February, it is yet to be seen by the committee, six month later. I also started researching opportunities to get back to my initial degree, at another school. I think I may have applied for 2 in-person schools, who rejected my…