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according to the very vague analytics, someone was going through a significant chunk of my blog over the weekend, or just before it. given that i hadn't written anything new around that point, i can only assume it was someone i know. but i've got no way to know who. it's not really important i suppose, but it makes me curious. what were you looking for? did you find it? someone upvoted the post i made last night as well. once again, there's no way for me to know if it was a friend, or a stranger. i know it's stupid to be writing these. i don't know who reads them, which means i can't predict the consequences. and that's a situation i quite dislike being in. not that i've been good at predictions lately anyway. still, i think it's less stupid to get my thoughts down somewhere than to sit and ruminate until they claw their way out through my skin. there's people i want to talk to about this, but the line is strangely cold. what happened to talking to each other when we make mistakes? i…