Shitposting myself out of depression

My social media account have been sitting dead in the water for a while. And to be honest I love it. But then my life did a backflip (yes, it's a breakup. no, I will not write details about it) and I ended up on a downwards spiral of depression and dissociation. It's not great. It's not going great at all. And one thing I noticed I keep itching to do was to just shitpost, blurt out any brainfart I have, engage with fandoms, fill the void with community around my hyperfixations. I need the chaos to put myself back together. But that meant going back to some sort of social media. I refuse to use Twitter in any shape or form (and yes, I'm deadnaming it, when in Rome...), I kinda felt the need to dive into Facebook groups but I don't wanna open what's left of my Facebook least I see things I don't wanna see (I will someday get the nerve to go and set things so up so it's not painful to be there, but not yet, I still only open it straight to the events page). Instagram has never been much…