weird

Tension. Tense. Expectations. Expectations of what should be but it’s not. Or hope, maybe? Feelings. Sadness. Insecurity. Self consciousness. Judgement. Jarring. Non-belonging. Change. Changed. For so long things were the same. Now they are not. I guess things do change. Not sure if for better or for worse. Just different. I’m different. Strange feeling all this. A seaplane flys on by. A dog sniffs for food. Nostalgia. People. Me. Us. Them. Meaning. Meaninglessness. Melancholy. Joy. Celebration. Milestones. Marriage. Mirage. Mystery. The Mysteries. Religion. Mourning. Growth. Grief. Gone and going. A circle. A cycle. A continuation. Poetry and poverty. Great wealth, aspirational stealth. Nine o’clock. Nine o’clock. Nice o’clock. Time is up. It’s over now.