I am re-hinged, at least for now

If you read my last post about being unhinged, here's an update. I feel re-hinged. I am not in total fucked up despair mode anymore. I did spend the last two days barely able to get out of bed without feeling super tired and with a massive headache, but I survive and I am more baseline now, at least. Things are still rough, I'm still recovering from whatever physical ailment that was (sleep deprivation? something hormonal? I dunno). But at least I don't feel like my brain is betraying me, at least I don't feel like my emotions are taking over and worms are crawling out of my skull. I'm still working on posting pictures as I mentioned at the bottom of that "unhinged" post. The problem is I have a few "conscientious nihilism" themed pictures spread out through like hundreds of normal pictures of like my kids and water meters and whatever "normal" pictures I took on my phone. So I gotta dig through my gallery and flag the ones I wanna upload and then separate or upload them or whatever.…