weeknotes 32.44

current vibe: i have a fat headache caused by my lack of caffeine so i am now drinking my first coffee of the day. i just ate breakfast/lunch/dinner of zaru soba like 1 hr ago. uh oh its another week where i have nothing to share!! nick and i went shopping on tuesday. i'm torn with thinking i'll lose weight again, but being a schmedium is tough since i have always been in between most sizes. i'm okay with being a medium... which is growth i guess but we cant always be 16 and have an eating disorder. mostly because you'll probably die before that. anyways i bought one pair of pants... just from uniqlo since i genuinely do think i'll lose weight again lmao. i dont want to buy a pair of pants for $100+ that wont fit me a lot of the time. look i think i'll lose the weight because i have been pretty inactive. and i will fix that by being active again!! i finally requested my 1 day of PTO for utah!! so when i say i haven't been doing anything in my free time i have been scrolling to figure…