Some days I just feel unhinged.

Oh boy, here I go being a whiny little bitch again! Don't read this. I don't know why I'm writing it or posting it. Ugh. Some days I fucking hate myself. Some days, such as today, I wake up and I just feel frustrated and annoyed at everything. I have good reason to be frustrated and annoyed about certain things. But most days I can, like, be more or less normal? Today is not one of those days. I barely have time to work on anything lately. My kids are getting kicked out of school because there is no free public schooling where I live and I'm pretty much broke, just barely have enough money to scrape by on food. My father in law owns my house, so we're not about to be homeless, thank goodness. But it's like this: barely pay electric bills, barely buy food for my kids. I used to work when they were school, but since they're not in school right now I have no time to work. I have no time to write or anything. And I'm trying to entertain them, take them out, let them play and have fun and…