struggle ep 4

The last one was productivity ep 3. (I think 'struggle' is now the name of this series. idk.) Yesterday. I wasn't planning on any productivity, persay. Most of what I did yesterday was play video games. Watched some TV. After my wakeup TV, food, coffee, and video games (worked on improving an old Trackmania map), I meditated, and then I went for a walk. It was kinda hot, but decent out, and I remember the walk being relatively nice. I took a shower after I got home. My hair had gotten greasy; it was gross. And it was haaarddddd. I just felt so exhausted & low energy. I had to kind of push myself to shower at all, and I knew I wasn't in the mood, but damn. I hadn't slept well the night before - I tossed and turned for quite awhile before waking up, plus I got to bed later than usual. Probably only 6 hours of good sleep, if that. Multiple times, I kneeled or crouched in the shower bc my energy just felt so low. But I got it done. I was basically toast after this. My dirty laundry is…