It's a post

Well, these sure are some words in a (probably) coherent order. Today I was hoping I would stumble upon something to write an easy post about. But, as of 8pm, I haven't. The problem isn't really ideas, it's more that when I sit down at the computer or whatever, what I want to do isn't write. I can 'write' an entire 2000 word post in my head while doing laundry, but once I sit down it's "Oh, what's the point, that's boring". That's usually why I have to grab ideas and write them down as soon as I think of them. If I think through the idea all the way it's "finished" whether it was actually written down or not and my brain loses interest in it again. I read my rss feeds in the hopes that something would ping my brain enough to get over that malaise, but nah. It doesn't feel great to be this depressed in August, before the Depression Season has even really started. Although, let's be fair, it's called chronic depressive disorder for a reason, it never just stops over the summer. I always…