And By Design, I Dropped The Ball

Confession time: I actually dislike posting daily. I've settled into a schedule that I dig, and I can be stubborn about my schedules. And I'm still caught up in the "polishness" of this blog, weirdly enough. I need the time and edits still before you see something over here. (My best posts? Are the ones I spent ages on. But also, my other best posts are the ones that forced themselves out, no filter, and I shrugged and went "sure." It's something to consider.) And this month... I paused. I don't have a reason other than "I didn't wanna." I slept. I goofed off. I played around. I picked up a long under-worried Worry Stone that is my Portfolio, and put enough work in my Journaling 101 Presentation that it's in its final mile. I went to a museum with friends. I finally finished the anthology of horror stories, and began another book. We made a ton of watermelon lemonade that was too tart, but we made it work. I tried going to bed early all week, to no avail. I coworked with a friend. A…