Dear courage

This is a letter I wrote years ago in response to a challenge. For it you had to write something to a quality you wished you had more of.I've rewritten it to reflect who I am today.What would your letter be to?Dear courage,I thought I’d write a letter to you instead of diving into my life to find stories that will put me in your light.That is so hard to do as I don’t see myself as a very courageous person.You see, courage, as I’m writing this I am in bed, comfortably miserable. Days on end of sleeping for 3, 4 hours a night has made me so tired that I want to be in a place where I’m able to fall over the moment I get really sleepy.That’s not something a courageous person does. I think. What do courageous people do...?I assume they are either heroic or they do what they want to, without fear.Now I’ve written that line down and read over it again, I can’t help but wonder if that’s courage, though?Isn’t doing what you want to do just going with the flow?I was able to go with the flow for…