i have so much to say i don't know what to say

I used to feel weird about people saying 'Sorry, I've been gone for a while,' because I don't think we should feel obligated to constantly share pieces of ourselves online. Except it's been a month (two if you don't count my last weeknote) since I last posted a blog and I almost wanted to say, 'Sorry, I've been gone for a while.' In a draft that I didn't end up publishing, I wrote about how I didn't want my life to be an endless cycle of work on weekdays and rest on weekends. My point was that I was always too tired by the end of the week to do any hobbies. It's not that I am overworked, my body is plainly too frail and is in need of exercise. It would've been more ironic if I did publish that, because for the last five weeks, I've had a total of zero weekend to rest at home. One of the reasons why I haven't blogged for a while is because I was moving a lot. I think I've had more errands in the last five weeks than in the ten months that I was unemployed. Mostly I was going out with…