mental dump (re: niceness is a survival strategy)

sourcenikhil usually posts a lot of stuff that hits close to home for me, and one of my main sources to try and soothe myself a bitthis one just completely broke my mind because it is literally what i feel constantly put into wordsbeing "unable to stand on my own", "doing everything possible to be liked", etci know its a little lame to just point to someone elses work when trying to describe your own problems butif you read this a lot (to the maybe one fan i have) youd know how bad i am at talking about stuffthe main problem is finding how to actually stand on my own a bit more, obviouslybut at the very least its a bit more clear why i am like thisi dont know really