Friend

I’m probably a better friend to others than they are to me. I don’t think I mind it, but it does come up in my mind. I tend to remember most things and details I’ve been told, I compliment at any chance I get, I do as much for them as I can. The only reason I realized it, is because I’ve been told by so many that I always go above and beyond. I love my friends and I’d do anything for them, but it does sometimes feel as if I am more on the sharing side than receiving. I do it because I love them, but it is nice to get something back once in a while? I say this now, but whenever I do get something back I feel guilty. I feel like I have to give back to them more. One of the things is being on time. I hate being late, I always try to be extra early and always wait on the person, but whenever I am late I feel such an immense guilt that I know the others don’t feel. And when I am late I try to be even extra early the next time to make sure it doesn’t happen twice in a row. I know it sounds…