[Lifestyle] Don't push that hard

The last few weeks I've been feeling more tired than usual, to the point where I'm kinda unable to study, read, or do anything job-related outside my working hours. Those few moments it happened, I felt like I was cheating on myself or even doing something bad for myself, like I shouldn't be playing something, relaxing, or watching series. How do you deal with that? This pressure of being in constant learning or even producing useful stuff. Do I really need to feel like shit when I'm just relaxing after a long day of work? How do you cope with that? I'm into my 30s already, so it's not like I could spend the whole night grinding in a game or studying and then be ready to conquer anything the next day. It feels like the clock ticks hard now. So yeah, I somehow found peace in the frustration. This feeling of being lazy or not worried about evolving outside my working hours is kinda gone already. If I can walk like 1/5 of a mile per day, that's OK! This isn't a sprint; it's a long…