WV16-Love vs duty and running dilemma

Howdy. That's the first word came to my mind around half an hour before I started writing this word-vomit. I have no idea why but after that I was repeating it many times in my head so that I will not forget to use it. From past few weeks, I have so many thoughts and that's why I have this urge to write a word-vomit post today. I was thinking about multiple topics to write, including Yoga techniques, and many others which I can not recall at this moment. And yet I have not written a single word. I guess the pressure of writing prevents me to write anything at all. The result is me writing word-vomit post which is less pressurizing. I came back to Brussels after spending a month with my family and six month old son. It was refreshing and calming, with occasional moments of frustrations. Now, sitting thousands of kilometer far, I miss them. There are at least two category of emotions I feel. The first one is about spending time with my family, and live these moments as much as I can…