Nothing needs to be perfect here

I’m psyching myself up with writing by assuming everything should be polished. This is my personal, anonymous blog where I don’t want anything perfect. It’s almost like a diary. So no, I don’t need to be profound or have the best prose or think of the best topic. I just want to write. It’s not like these types of thoughts are unique. Almost every writer has it. I think I’ll be fine. My goal is just to write something everyday. I have lots of thoughts but they don’t escape the confines of my brain and sometimes, they explode and make a mess. I need an outlet other than my pen and paper journals because my thoughts are too much. Today, I woke up at 5:00am from a bizarre dream and promptly went back to sleep again. My body still aches from all the workouts I did this week but it’s a good type of pain. It reminds me that I worked hard towards the fantasy future self I always dream of. I’ve decided that even though the uncertainty of the future scares the shit out of me I’ll try to…