[Lifestyle] Do something different. You really should.

I was studying, like, last night and noticed that I was tired as fuck during the process of writing a few queries while watching a video explanation on how to use the best parameters in a database. Yeah, after a day of more than 8 hours of work, 5 different meetings, more than 40 messages sent, and 1 hour of gym after work, of course I would be destroyed when I was supposed to study. Then I started to pressure myself to achieve results, like, "your time is running out. While you're playing games, someone is getting better and will surpass you!", and after that I got frozen. I got frozen by the fact that this is true, but also, why am I doing this after all? Am I willing to reach this competitive level? Should I evolve my game (and I ain't talking about video games here) to get more competitive on a market level? Am I enough? All these thoughts came at once to my mind like an AR57 bullet, and I was just paralysed by all of that. When I finally noticed that my focus was lost, I gave up…