moshing, driving, crying, dancing, singing

It's that part of time in my life where I feel very lost. I recently lost a relationship, came to terms with some realities about my sense of self and brokenness, and just feel so uncertain about myself and the future. I have so much I need to figure out and work on. It has been very overwhelming for me in the last few weeks. This also happened to me in 2023, at the back of my first ever relationship breakup. That led to a lot of changes in my life and I am a different person today because of that. I also remember the way I started processing it is by throwing myself into live music. Last time it was all mostly by myself. But this year it is with others around me. I still feel deeply troubled inside, but feel moved that there is something I always return to. And this time, it's with other people around me. deafheaven night one (sydney) deafheaven night two (newcastle) king street crawl (night three) deafheaven night one (sydney)I lost myself in the pit this night. I remember just…