Pregnancy part.1

Currrent stage of pregnancy: week 8 GA; week 6 FA Some thoughts about my early pregnancy. CW: light description of bodily fluids AnxietyI'm terrified. We didn't get to see the embryo yet, my first echo is in 3 days. I'm scared something went wrong, maybe the heart is not beating, maybe the embryo is deformed. Maybe we were wrong and the lab gave me the results of another person and I'm not pregnant at all (higly irrational thought). AstonishmentWe're reading stuff everyday about the development of our embryo. If everything went well so far, our 15 mm baby has little hand plates with fused fingers, a functioning heart and liver and some sort of fold instead of a mouth. SymptomsI feel weird. I'm always hungry but as soon as I take a bite I feel full. I'm always nauseus. I'm discovering all kinds of vaginal discharge, some with pink or brown hues indicating I'm still bleeding. Apparently this is some kind of normal cervical bleeding because the cervix is more vascularised during…