feeling my own experience

recently, i've found myself losing myself i keep seeing the sea of souls around me and think of their experiences in a place, time, event and then that's all i think about there's this gap i feel like their experience is more profound than mine and then i get caught up in how i can reach their experience my entire focus goes on observing others experience leaving my own one behind i feel like i need to change this radicaly otherwise i fear i will continue performing and continue to be sad that i did not actually live enough so, let me reinvent the way i experience the world what if i just let myself feel the experience as me through my eyes and being but look after others around me and be happy to share the experience without feeling like i need to be a certain person or do a certain thing not fall into comparison and genuinely being happy and accepting that other people experience the world differently to me and that is ok. because i experience the world meaningfully, too and i want…