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tw: discussions of eating disorders, depression, starvation and hospitalisation i've... been in a bad place lately. for a little while now, actually.. it's been an overall fairly shitty first half of my 2026, opening with a series of exceedingly difficult months, during which I: returned to a job i've idolised for a long while now (and feel like i barely deserve) in january promptly had to stop working due to my health declining rapidly spent ~5wks in intensive inpatient treatment for my chronic ED returned to work (the squeakquel) and threw myself way too hard back into my projects, so hard that my pitch would've practically broke the stratosphere promptly had to stop work again after 4-5 weeks, due to rapid physical and mental decline from overworking & ED coping habits returning. explaining that to co-workers was... a doozy. attempting to focus fully on recovery at home, after giving a lot of control back to my parents (bringing all of the jorous flashbacks to how FBT ended up…