ordinary time

my youth? sure, but look at this, pan right on the shelf but there's something wrong like a hairband i forgot and it's pulling my scalp up my cap too tight or a hair wrapped somehow all round my big toe constricting guess i'm all given to curling like grass in the heat - look - a heatwave mushroom - and my god! it's the canonical church, the one from the cover of the watercolour paper you just bought. and i didn't even notice, because something's wrong like the kind of place time posted ain't just the doors opened and this is now, not weeks ago but kids, they don't know the value of a good pan. probably scrub me right off and maybe weather's all i am now put that in your german dictionary, yes, petrichor patina iridescent echo try to be so i'm sitting by myself in a full room now because all my friends are in the choir seriously it's a different church ironic maintenance but inside it this time and i try to calculate by the jesus' eyelines the best spots to sin - god, there are a lot…