weeknotes 32.39

what a week!!!!!!!!! mostly bad!! i know i'm posting this after midnight, so its technically tuesday but in my defense, time doesnt matter on mariah dot bearblog dot dev and i was out all day and i just got home. so im basically considering this to be on time because i havent slept so it still feels like monday. so the week was mostly bad because of other people. not that anyone is at fault, but there are some times in your life that things happen to other people but that does influence your mood. so my grandma ended up having a bilateral stroke when she was in the hospital recovering from her partial hip replacement surgery. she was moved to her rehab facility now. one friend had an ectopic pregnancy and chose me of all people to talk to up until the moment she needed to actually prep for surgery. and one friend finally heard from her estranged husband and is finally able to proceed with divorce. i have a lot of Thoughts about this that i don't want to say on the internet. sometimes…