Joy of a send

Preface: In climbing lingo, sending a project means completing a route you were working on as a project. On the stone, on the rock One the boulder, I sit in shock. The project I dreamed about all while, I sent it with a smile. Last season it felt so hard, Couldn't do the first move, Couldn't complete the first half. But here I am today, STANDING ON THE ROCK, Shouting on top of my lungs "FUCK OFF". I look above in the sky, feeling confident enough to fly. What was the notion? What was the emotion? Should I beat my chest? Or should I cry? Should I be at my best? Wait, why do I look wry? Confused stance captures the roll, But the joy is atop and sole. I get on the ground, have a look around, Isn't that route overhung!? And there starts another battle unsung.