Perspective alteration

Hi there,I hope that you're feeling great these past few days. I think I needed to talk about these things earlier with a therapist, but putting them down makes things a bit lighter and offer different perspectives to look into a situation. So you see for about a month or so, I've been teasing myself with the thought of doing one of my dream jobs. At the same time, I've been living hell at the job I'm doing right now. Nobody is listening to what needs to be done in order to create a better product for both the company and the users and me along with some of my colleagues, are in the middle of it all eating shit for things that we are not able to control or fix. Regarding the interview for UI/UX Design position, it turns out that I'm lacking foundational aspects of UI/UX, interface design, layout systems, hierarchy, usability, responsive design, and translating a brief into functional client-facing design work. Additionally they mentioned that they don't have enough time to train me At…