bitching session + anti-bitching session

weather: ☀️ perfect critters: cabbage butterfly, sulfurs, monarchs, big swallowtail bitching about inconsequential annoyances is one of my favorite forms of stress relief w/r/t the absolute state of the climatic and geopolitical realities over which i have no personal control. but there's no reason i can't add something positive afterward to reduce the anxiety-nausea. i mentioned in my new year's post that i want to stop thinking of myself as a monad, and this might be a good exercise to that end the 1s are bitching and the 2s are anti-bitching when my top coat gets stringy and i have to add thinner, and wonder how long i can keep that up before it becomes more thinner than top coat the polish by starrily called "persistent realm." love her so much dusty walls. how are you dusty? you are walls? when the bathroom sink and counter look so nice after i'm done cleaning them eating canned peaches or pineapple and biting into a weird tough woody bit taking a shot of the canned peach syrup…