Another Chance

It’s been about over a month since i last wrote anything here. a lot has happened during that time. some of it was good, some of it was the result of decisions that, looking back now, i wish i had never made. i think i let certain situations get much worse than they needed to, and i ended up hurting myself in ways that will probably take a long time to recover from. i can’t change that anymore, so there isn’t much point pretending it didn’t happen. At the same time, I don’t think the last month was only negative i’ve met people who have genuinely tried to help me instead of simply watching from a distance, and i’m very grateful for that. i’ve also had the opportunity to get to know more people who share my faith and understand parts of my life that are difficult to explain to others. for the first time in a while i don’t feel quite as alone in some of the things i’ve been carrying. it’s strange how something can fall apart so completely and still leave something worthwhile behind. i…