interesting virginity talks

sometimes I think about how hot it is making out with him, and feeling him on me, and then my brain brings up the fact that he's literally been inside another woman and that alone is enough to stop me in my tracks lmao.I don't know how other people get over it, because quite frankly ever since he told me it's like I can't see him the same way. To be fair it's not like we're in our 20s where that would be normal, we're both sixteen. Not just that, we're both in a church that prohibits that before marrige. I understand that he wasn't even in the church back then, but it was only six months ago... I still remember the look on his face when he said it too. I'm not resenting him for it at all, I still love him it's just processing in my mind right now.I asked him outright if he was a virgin, he paused first and then jokingly asked me why I wanted to know, but he got serious and then looked down. He then finally said no. No he was not a virgin. I would say it took it well, my face was…