We're making a baby | Part 7

I may be pregnant! Big news! I had a first positive pregnancy test yesterday. I need to make another blood test tomorrow, to see if my hcg level doubled in 48 hours. If not, I may be having an ectopic, but I don't think so. My first hcg dosage is very good, I want to believe everything will go well and I'll have a baby in 9 month. A baby! There is an unspoken rule where you don't tell anyone before the fourth month, because the risks of miscarriage is higher in the first trimester. I read it may be around 15%, especially before week 6 to 7. I'm at week 4. However, I chose to tell my closest friends that I'm in the early stages of pregnancy, because I don't want to be alone if a miscarriage occurs. Telling strangers in my blog is a step toward navigating the insecurity of the first weeks too. Expect light descriptions of things you may find too personal in the next posts. I don't care (even though I removed any way to find my real name on this blog because I may care a little after,…