The following post was drafted on Monday. This morning I wake up at my usual time, but I woke up feeling overwhelmed. Maybe it is Monday morning blues. There are a few important task that I need to do. I have no mood in doing anything but I am also anxious about not getting my task done. I hate this feeling and hate this life. Most of the time, I would just tell myself "Fuck this feeling and start grinding". I would grind and get the important task done, normally I would feel better about myself. Not recently, I just hate everything that goes on in my life. There is nothing wrong with my life, but I have a sense of deep displeasure. It is not a physical thing but an emotional issue. P.s. I let my feelings simmer for two days. I feel better. I have no idea why I have such negativity. The only thing that I did differently is I scheduled a meeting with some old friends whom I have not seen for at least 3 months. The meet up was good, we all shared some laughter. There were no agendas, no…
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