Your browser does not support the video tag. I've been struggling with an intense lack of focus lately. This is especially poignant when my mood is a bit heightened. Things have been decent enough lately; being well-fed, having the material necessities for my lifestyle, and good standing in my relationships has been a privilege to have recently. Yet with these blessings, it can still be tough to get myself over the hump of getting through the myriad of different impulses that come throughout the day. "Oh, I was curious about that, let me look it up. Oh, there's a new thing I wanted to do. Oh shit, someone sent me a message, let me read it. Hey, wouldn't it be cool if I undertook this totally huge project I just came up with three seconds ago? Uh oh, I forgot I needed to do that thing, let me do that really quick." It's fucking annoying, man. Even when I ground myself with routines, I find my lack of focus still gets in the way of executing them. For the most part, my days are grounded…
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