for the love of the game

on being good at continuing Diary:I had this epiphany of being good at something, make it sewing, cooking, rubik's cube and other hyperfixation niche interest I collect like trinkets. Sometimes I do what I love just because, with no intention to get better or make a career out of it. It's a passing interest that one day, circle back, finding me on the couch while staring outside. Some interest never left, like writing and reading, it stays and cemented itself as my personalities, my go to activities and how people associate me with. It's not deep when I think about it, but I realized that despite having a bad day, I find a way to continue. Consistency is just an act of being good at continuing something, make it good habits or pure obsession. As plain as the word is, I never think about it that way. Consistency and routine sounds brutal, very logical way to live one's life with so much restraint masked as discipline. I don't think telling someone to have a disciplined life will help…