So I had myself a good cry tonight

I love sharing and teaching at Patreon. I love sharing wisdom about numbers and cards, I love talking about numerological transits and nakshatras, and so many other things. Over the years, I built myself a respectable Patreon with almost 400 followers, and I was earning a small income. It is challenging to keep up the pace, though. Patreon is becoming a gluttonous maw like so many other platforms, and I was starting to wonder how I would pivot, because I was feeling like I was showing up for link collectors. Well, the universe, as always, took care of that for me. Today I lost my favourite Patrons. They're losing their jobs and tightening their belts. I've gotten so many tearful messages from Patrons over the last few weeks. My income shot down to $130/month as of 7:30pm, and that's that. My wife tried to listen to me, but she's no good with people who are crying, including me. The best she could come up with was, "Well, maybe you should focus on something else," like she might say,…