patience

Let’s write for an hour. That seems to be all I have at the moment. I am listening to the NIV Bible reading by David Suchet. Although I just changed to listen to 𝗚𝗢𝗗 𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗗𝗘 碼神 | 1990s Ambient Vaporwave. It makes helps me focus more. I think. Today I went for another swim with my Grandpa. He remeasured the pool at his retirement home and came up with it being 20 meters. I measured today and came up with 16 meters. I don’t know where I got 12 meters from but that is what I’ve been putting into my Apple Watch. So I changed it in my Apple Watch to now say 16 meters. He measured it by counting steps. Typically a man’s stride length is about 1 meter. That’s what I did too. I do have longer legs than him so it makes sense it took me less strides. Maybe I was taking larger strides before. I think I’ll have to remember a tape measure at some point to get a more accurate reading. This week was a slog. My mood was all over the place. You can tell by my writing. I need to lock in on a goal…