Writing Again Can be Difficult

Due to traveling and illness, I have stopped updating this blog for a few days. As I am trying to get back into the writing routine, I find myself procrastinating. I was pacing around the room for at least 10 minutes before I start to put these words onto the screen. When I was away and sick, I do my best to read and reflect on what I have read. Yet, I find it difficult to put those thoughts into words. When I was writing regularly, I did not read as much but I can express more ideas. Writing is another form of struggle with own self. There is no winner or loser. No one knows if I stopped writing. Readers will move on. Yet, I know I have to put down my thoughts. Through writing I can develop clarity. The last few weeks, I was drifting in and out of my own world. I feel all kinds of emotion, happiness, excitement, disappointment, anger etc. Yet, I could not tell you why I feel those emotions. I was not in touch with my inner self. Writing again is difficult. I have to unpack a lot of…